Saturday, July 24, 2004
@ 10:51 PM
eH...haha! pS! how tO link urs when U nvr leaVe your bLog add for me? or mabbe jeanie helped u already...
Oh hey. all i wanna saY today...i lOve mY bUddies! *biG hUg* to jeanie, pS & jUne!!! thaNKs so mUch...thank U jean for aLL the smses...thaNk U june for the LoveLy mmS...n thank U pS for your understanding. sOrry guys. i m the hOt-tempered & mOod swinG QUEEN in G4 man...bUt stiLL. G4 rOcks. haha..others may be like "duh..." when you all see this. but that's wad i wanna saY man. =)
mY buddies came Over to my hSe yesterday. quite rare for them to cOme over actually.. we maDe the cards fOr C4. wrOte a letter fOr my *beLoved* harry! hahahah....poor abU nO letter... aiyaH i think harry aLso cannOt read wad i wrOte. mabbe really stil need *new yOrker* to heLp. anyway. i feel sorry towards harry la. like we neglected him. n we always laugh at him...haha...dunnO why also.. the water dancing. haha...i turned away from him n danced with june instead. haha! me v bad... oh ok at mY hse...we ate junk fOod. LOTS. haha. then me n jean n jUne decided to watch the thai movie "sisters"... wOa!!! damn nice shOw man!!! sO scary!! haha...had quite a gOod scare!!! right? jean & june. haha...
we laughed in the cinema thOu. for some stupid reasons. haha.. like when i passed the popcorn to june there was this "sha shhhh" sound made. haha. n we laffed. duh. we just like to laugh. then dunnO why haLfway jean choke n started coughing. we aLso laughed. think we r mad..
we reaLLy recommend ppL to watch this shOw man! it rOx......! wahahah....
pS...u becoming LS queen also? haha...stOmach not gOod still eat left-overs..haha.. yUp. gotta get On with Life...me just realised i dun have to print my resume. just havta send to my cousin thrU email can le....=S haha...doing it nOw...
Oh man. i have LotSa things that i wanna bUy........gOLden tanning oiL....aLoe vera geL...bikini...bLa bla bLa....lots lots...bUt....nO money!! haha... =X
just came back from grandma's. grandpa nOt in a gOod shape. so sKinny... (-.-)
oh yah! maddie!! hOpe u r reaLLy enjOying urseLf in aUstraLia...yah. think U r anYway. haha..dUn miss s'pore? i beLieve so lah. bUt still mUst miss us! hee...take gOod care k? kyOtSekete ne!!! benkyOo gambate ne! =)
frOm nOw onwarDs. i gotta paY for mY own hp bills, scV bills....n the additiOnal starhUb online charges eaCh month...=(
mY godmum ask me to be a relieF teaCher...hMmm? how...? she say get ready to be a teacHer...wad if MOE next yr still dunwan me...then i would have wasted a year... NO! i don't want this again...this year is bad enUff..
Wednesday, July 21, 2004
@ 7:22 PM
Oh yes. the picTures are developed..! hehe... went to sunteC with jeanie n pS on saturday. tO develop the fOtos n to taLk about our redang trip. tHe whole trip thing ia still in our minds right til nOw.haha.. miSs the gUys. miss. miss sucH good friendS whO brought us aLL around... miSs Harry..Fendi..abU...& jeff. i have posted the piCtures in order...=)
pS n jeanie came to prima to lOok for me yesterday. n gUess wad? jUne came tOo. sO coincidental....haha...1st time the four of Us meeting like that.. i drew the cOmic version of us 4. 1st attempt toO. was very bOred in the shOp so decided to draw. haha...made waffLes fOr jean n pS. gLad they liked it. mabbe they tOo hungry so everything tasted gOod. then we went tO maC. was qUite tired. so wasn't "high". as i have guessed...jeff really likes jeanie. haha...my "zhi jue" very zhun one..hehe...we said will phOne them uP soOn.
bUt...last night i was toLd that fendi wouldn't come to singapore anymOre. =( he had to go for some training at kuantan for his new jOb. well, lil' disappointed. the gifts we made have to be either sent over or left here. yuP. i completed the card for harry aLready..
today....again...tired n bOred at priMa..haha so i drew the CHARCOAL 4....this is the nickname we gave all 4 of them. haha.. then sms-ed pS to tell her that. then she replied she n jeanie maybe calling them tonight..."me & jean maybe calling them tonight" why lidat.. me? left out... kinda feeling being left out nOw... i m rather sad la. duNno why. cancerians. mOod swing. =P
since they calling so tmL i dun have to gO ps hse le...i tot we were calling them up on thursday all along...
was reminded of all the university SHIT yesterday... saw hOw jeanie n june were talking about the QET or smth like that. yah nO u for me...dunnO whether next yr caN get in Or not aLso. PRAY.....that qianhui's batch dun scOre tOo well...haha... wads the Use Of scoring straight As in PSLE n scoring 6 distinctions in O's....????? mY A's results jUst sUx..... wad happened tO me during mY jc Life. i m useLess. couldn't maintain the usual standard. like listening attentively during lessons. (but well, my tutors aren't gOod) =P aiyaH. the A's just pulled me ALL THE WAY DOWN. let my goDmOm down...jus saw the bdae card she gave to me last yr. she wished me all the best for A's....=S n i did so badly...
kk...contrOl....emotions....yUcks. LoOking at tHe charcoaL 4 art piece* sUre will make me feel better. i hope so. i SHADED jeff.
my hair has turned brOwn. nO longer red. so fast.
@ 7:09 PM

yEs! these 4 gUys are OUR friends!!!! haha...

@ 7:07 PM

the pictures i tOok on the bOat when we were on Our way there...haha...suPer active On the bOat. cos all the swaying made me felt so excited...haha...sO nice!!!

@ 7:04 PM

we asked fendi to take it for Us. but he din. mabbe too oLd to walk fast enUff. hehe. dunnO why. like to suan him. nonetheless, i like this picture alot! =)

@ 7:02 PM

pS tOok this piC for me...actuaLLy...harry & jeff are in the piC! haha...LoOk caREfuLLy! cos they are abit em' dark.. =P the one with yellow cloth on head is harry whiLe one standing before the banana bOat is jeff. ok forget it. it's tOo hard to see THEM.haha..

@ 6:30 PM

me & pS! hugging! sO happY...it's the cLear & nice sea behind Us...~

@ 6:28 PM

pS..me..june!

@ 6:00 PM

me & jeanie...~*

@ 5:57 PM

jUne & viOLet

@ 5:53 PM

june and me...eating desserts at the mOmo tea iNn...~*

@ 5:44 PM

the earLy morning...& it's time to leave RedanG..

@ 5:24 PM

tHe beautifuL sunrise that i haVe mentioned...

@ 5:21 PM
Oh yes. the picTures are developed..! hehe... went to sunteC with jeanie n pS on saturday. tO develop the fOtos n to taLk about our redang trip. tHe whole trip thing ia still in our minds right til nOw.haha.. miSs the gUys. miss. miss sucH good friendS whO brought us aLL around... miSs Harry..Fendi..abU...& jeff. i have posted the piCtures in order...=)
pS n jeanie came to prima to lOok for me yesterday. n gUess wad? jUne came tOo. sO coincidental....haha...1st time the four of Us meeting like that.. i drew the cOmic version of us 4. 1st attempt toO. was very bOred in the shOp so decided to draw. haha...made waffLes fOr jean n pS. gLad they liked it. mabbe they tOo hungry so everything tasted gOod. then we went tO maC. was qUite tired. so wasn't "high". as i have guessed...jeff really likes jeanie. haha...my "zhi jue" very zhun one..hehe...we said will phOne them uP soOn.
bUt...last night i was toLd that fendi wouldn't come to singapore anymOre. =( he had to go for some training at kuantan for his new jOb. well, lil' disappointed. the gifts we made have to be either sent over or left here. yuP. i completed the card for harry aLready..
today....again...tired n bOred at priMa..haha so i drew the CHARCOAL 4....this is the nickname we gave all 4 of them. haha.. then sms-ed pS to tell her that. then she replied she n jeanie maybe calling them tonight..."me & jean maybe calling them tonight" why lidat.. me? left out... kinda feeling being left out nOw... i m rather sad la. duNno why. cancerians. mOod swing. =P
since they calling so tmL i dun have to gO ps hse le...i tot we were calling them up on thursday all along...
was reminded of all the university SHIT yesterday... saw hOw jeanie n june were talking about the QET or smth like that. yah nO u for me...dunnO whether next yr caN get in Or not aLso. PRAY.....that qianhui's batch dun scOre tOo well...haha... wads the Use Of scoring straight As in PSLE n scoring 6 distinctions in O's....????? mY A's results jUst sUx..... wad happened tO me during mY jc Life. i m useLess. couldn't maintain the usual standard. like listening attentively during lessons. (but well, my tutors aren't gOod) =P aiyaH. the A's just pulled me ALL THE WAY DOWN. let my goDmOm down...jus saw the bdae card she gave to me last yr. she wished me all the best for A's....=S n i did so badly...
kk...contrOl....emotions....yUcks. LoOking at tHe charcoaL 4 art piece* sUre will make me feel better. i hope so. i SHADED jeff.
my hair has turned brOwn. nO longer red. so fast.
Friday, July 16, 2004
@ 10:56 PM
i m baC frOm RedanG!!!! it was a tOtaLLy awesOme triP!! (^.^)
i m reD...i LoOk Like a craB...haha...cancerian... the redneSs haS sUbsided...bUt mY arMs stiLL hurt...mY tOe hurts tOo. discOvered mOre sLits n cUts on mY tOes...haha... the beach & sea...dangerOus...caUsed so manY cuts. bUt it was reaLLy FUN n ENJOYABLE at the sea~* aLL ThaNKs tO HarrY, jeFF, FenDi & abU! =) U gUYs rOcK!! hahaha...
i enjOyed mYseLf tO the fuLLest...sO did ps, jeanie and jUne. couldn't beaR to Leave the place. as in mY heart couldn't bear to leave the place. the thought Of leaving reaLLy made my hair stand...as in "xin han" haha... the prOmise made---> RedanG is tHe *musT hOLiday triP* every yeaR... =)
i Love LagUna redanG !!
Let me descibe ouR trip~
day one : we boarded the bUs at 10pm. as u know, it was aLL travelling from then on...
daY twO: we reacHed merang jetty at 9am then we tooK a bOat n reacHed lagUna redang at 10.30am!! The view was fantastiC....! i was already very excited when i was oN tHe boat. haha...sO exciting....sHake n swaY~* ate our lunCh n we began Our 1st snOrkellinG triP. i couLd hardLy balance mYseLf at tHe sea. i m useLess Lah.. tHen when we were abOut to swim bac tO tHe boat to head bac, we met harry...aka Q-mO . haha.. he Offered to shOw us around in the sea. sO we foLLowed him arouNd, hoLding on tO his fLoat. sO many tHings were sHown to Us. he dived n bOught many stUffs to our face. starfish...sea urcHin...sea cucumber...pushed us down to touch the lil� christmas trees*� he even asKed if we wanted to see babY shark. haha. bUt we hesitated. n replied we are going fOr banana boat ride. so he said he wiLL be the one with us on our ride. so he did. we tOok the ride with harry, jeff & abU aka renOma. =P p.s fell aLone for the first time & injured her face...very painfuL faLL.. then aLL 7 Of us fell at the 2nd time...haha...fUn! the third time was intentional. the guys pulled the boat maH..
then we went fOr baby sharK - snOrkelling triP.....this is a bOnus. we wOnn't have it if we have nOt met these gUys... =) saw 2 baby sharKs... me & jeanie held on tO harry's fLoat whiLe ps & june held Onto jeff's hands... cut my fOot during this trip. the plaster i brot along wasn't useful...watched the stars at night. Oh man....staRs...they were hundreds n hundreds as mUch as in singaPore.....! sO many!! but we saw no shooting stars. we went intO the ktv discO before that. couldn't stand the smoke & my nOse really hurts. so went out with ps.haha she tOo. couldn't stand the smoke & Loud music.. we turned in quite earLy. 11plus. n we actually slept tiLL 8am. wad a gOod sLeep man...haha...oh yes...juNe lost her retainer... =S
daY thRee : this is the last day tO enjOy... we went for breakfast rather Late... oh yeS. tHe fOOd at lagUna was very gOod~* then we rUshed to our snOrkelling trip. we didn't board harry's bOat. but we hOpped onto jeff's instead. sat at the end with jeanie n june. pS was behind us. quite fun to sit there. putting my feet into the sea...like massage....haha.. went to a jetty. jeff said there wiLL be many big fishes at the jetty area. me n ps was terrified to see the fishes. the small ones i mean. there were so many of them jus all around U. I saw a super ugly one. Scared to death. haha... but ps is definiteLy more terrifieD than me.. =P both Of us sat by the shOre after a whiLe. june n jeanie were already far from us by then... jeff called us to follow him. so we did. i foLLowed jeff n held ontO his hand. n i lOst ps. she was with fendi.. jeff shOwed the biG fishes tO me. haha n the sOft coral.................... dot dot...he meant his leg hair Lor....bleah. haha...i was looking at the correct direction but he said nO. so he said look again. this tym he really pointed to his leg. =S hahaha... ps returned only after we found june n jeanie. fendi brOught ps to see shiPwrecK n giant cLam... haha...his darLing mah... =P
LuncH...sO fuLL...then we rushed for secOnd snOrkelling trip of the day. we were rUshing for tym thrOuhout the third day. haha...dUnnO whY aLso... this time round we were Out at the open sea. i foLLowed jeff n jeanie... think i sLowed down half way so i jOined fendi & ps. jeFF cauGht a turtLe... the turtLe sLapped fendi hard on the face..haha...oh yes. think fendi cauGht *nemO* in the morning...he put it intO his goggLes. haha...sO cute...sO tinY...they taUght Us maLay wOrds tOo....iKan kai en berOk = cLown fisH. penyU = turtLe... fendi is a persistent guy. "ni zai kan yU..."X many many times...haha....that's him. the girL whO made the vomit sound. these are all our jokes..fendi is very mischievious, jeFF aLso la. haha...aLL the same. then harrY appeared at the last min. june led me to him but duNNo whY i chOse to swim on mY own haha.. we saNg chinese sOngs with them. haha..they nOe quite many sOngs! fOrced? haha.. dunnO... ppL went bacK bY boat but we 4 girLs swam bac with tHese gUys. they were great companions... reaLLy...(miss them!) i cut my tOe, cOs i stepped on the cOral. haha.. ouCh. fendi passed me 2 plasters. thank U! tOppLast is gOod man!!!! haha...wOn't fall Off One! so i bought 4 on the way back. a gOod way to remember him huh? haha... topplast is the topic for me n june man! haha...cantonese crap aLL started from this plaster....hahaha! met michael. a guy that appeared & disappeared within 5 minutes. haha....he was the only one who understood mY name....=) gLad.
we had a promise to meet up the guys at 9.30pm. ate desserts at the momo tea inn before that. sO nice...!they brought us tO see bLue sand....they really sparkLe at night. so prettY~* cannOt forget tO mention. the 4 oF us all wOre skirts. haha... (wilL post tHe piCs when i have developed them..) we went to scroll along the long stretch of beach after that. then strOll back. me with june. ps with her darLing fendi. haha..okok...it's the other way round. jeanie with jeff. we held hands with our partner... romantiC...haha...me & june...lOnG legs..
headed to ktV. bUt stiLL nO rOom. we went to drink nescafe. wOa! the coffee i drank gOt prObLem. got super high after drinking it. hahaha....believe it Or not. this is the first time i stayed up the whole night with my ps jeanie n June. kept yakking in cantonese with june after that. couln't stOp laughing... we played abU's cards. abU sat by me. watched us play. sO guai...though he was sitting on mY toes but i din move. haha... he is very bLack..hehe... played a few rounds with fendi. he was the one to accompany us 4 until the stars appeared. it was so cloudy that all the stars went missing that night. he left his contact number. he is coming to singapore next week. was thinking if we should meet him. but it's quite certain nOw that we will meet him. haha... the jokes that he can make...we would love to hear them again.
we stayed thru the watch the sunrise... sO pretty...kiree....the last night was enjOyabLe...all the crap in our rOom..... VERY FUNNY... banana song was the uLtimate....=) =)
wrOte a nOte for the gUys. we won't have the chance to see them when we leave in the morning. they only wake up at 8.30am.. left the nOte at the recreational counter. i tilted the the counter thing in such a weird angle. haha...sure will see...bYe guys....saddeninG to leave. boarded the boat at 7 pLus. ppL sleeping... me n jeanie kept yakking about the fun that we had. I LOVE REDANG!!!!!!! mUack~* there's nO stars in singapore....wad is sentOsa anymore...haha....these thoughts will be in our minds for days n days...jus saw the view from my house. BIG SIGH! no sea........... no stars at night...... we shall gO back in march or apriL Or maY. my sis went in may n she said the sun was awesome in may. damn strOng. i hOpe the guys will bring us round again! i wanna play beach vOlleybaLL, kayak, banana bOat...............mOm sorta agreed for me tO go redanG every year. =) grin*
i m missing redang aLready.............................typed this entry for myseLf actually. cos i nOe no one will have the time to finish it. i will jus print it out n stick it in my diary. too long for me to write everything out again. haha..... yes. i miss redang...
Thursday, July 08, 2004
@ 11:52 PM

mY e700a has been witH my for 2 mOntHs aLready...jUst tOok this piC witH my new toP. thanks to danieL whO helped me uPload this piC. haha...everytime mY face appear rounder when uploaded.

@ 11:07 PM
yOohOo!!! it's mY daY~* viOLet turns 19...wOa...
wOke up in the morning and there's 4 msges to be read. jZ...dixie...jieHan...angeLine... hehs.. pS msged me at midnight even. thanks my deaR~* =)
mY dear jeanie came Over to my hse in the morning & she gave me a hUg....=) june....where r U....hahha...
yepz..lil' sQ msged tOo. manY Others stiLL...liyi, lynette,n PS' sister... thank U everyOne!!
was so trOubled since tUesday... heard that jeanie's appeal may be successfuL, so i tOt i would give it a try tOo. bUt din nOe it would be so vexing this tym round. i asked maddie for adviCe. my dear friend criticised NUS haha...it made me feel betta... =P maddie!! thank U~* hUgz* thanks for listening...
brina, u have been a very comforting friend tOo! always telling me to try hard n not give up...thank kew~*
ppL dote on U when it's ur birtHday. haha...mOmmY let me be onLine...sHe bOught otaHs...she bOt LycHees..heeZ...sista bOught me a sketChbOok did i mention it? mUackz...
thought that my birthday wouLd be bOring...bUt it wasn't that bad afterall. there were PS & jeanie to acCoM me. haha...PS was teased by us thruout the way. haha...june wasn't there to be her *buddY* so we could bUlly her. they went to watch me sHop. haha...20% off at giOrdana if it's your birtHday... so i bOught the new giOrdanO bLues jeans. n a pinK toP. omg. i dunnO wad's wrOng wif me la...bUt i seemed to have grOwn to like pink...hMmmmz... anyway... i Like the jeans a Lot..hehs. darK bLue. make mY fat thighs lOok better. =P
then 3 Of us went to paY uP for our redanG triP...mY grandpa is resting at hOme nOw~* happi~* redang...i can gO for my trip at ease man... so fast!! monday is my trip....yOoooohOoooo...=)
went to jeanie's hSe for a chat...haha....taLked abOut sec 4 life in nan hUa seC... haha...sO fun...jz...jR...zhEhaO...jeremy...aLL these names weren't missed out at aLL. sO mUch fun with them around. i guess we were maD in class...haha...
Oh! i taLked to yUki on monday...! haha...he actually came to chat. so long never chat le.. quite happy that he did. =)
jeanie...be happY in NTU~* dun think tOo muCh!! hee...me n PS always behind U. got air-con from behind. not bad la...okie crap. =P
buhbYe~ =) =) nO more trOubLes i hOpe! i want tO be a troubLe-free *banK teller* haha... taLked to junrong over our handphOnes for one whOLe hour jus nOw. i guess i m mad. =P thanks jR! he said bank teller is a good jOb. is it "bank teller"???
Tuesday, July 06, 2004
@ 2:05 AM

my sec 4 cLass gatherinG on 19th june 2004!!!

@ 1:21 AM
wOa. wad a lOng tym since i last bLog....haha...ok la. jus one weeK agO. =P
went for facial last tuesdaY. jOey did everything for me. mask...tOner...moisturizer...then bOdy massage. haha...din nOe havta remOve nearLy aLL cLothings. haha... i was seeN* =P but well, there's onli females in that rOom. it's body massage, meaning all touched over. haha..there's onli one sentence to say: "i think onli my future bF or husband can dO the same thing tO me."
then it was ten pm when i reached home. bathe. then BLACK OUT! just when i was washing the shampOo away. haha...so had to eat candle-light BA ZANG after that...haha...i really understand the importance of electricity now...damn important...
alright....then last friday...2juLy2004.
the saddesT daY of mY Life within this year. grandpa was hospitalised since monday. i din visit him...until friday...i went . aunties said he wasn't quite right since afternOon. i called him. he just stared n nO response. then he started to have this really fast heartbeat. dOc came to give oxygen mask. slightly betta. then condition became bad again. he was really sleepy...like unconcious... all 5 of us started calling him to wake up... but he is just so tired. we cried for him....he went to the X ray rOom. the dOc says he mOst prOb can't make it. i was really devastated. (crying again as i m typing this out) things didn't look good at all. really cried my heart out since 7pm tiLL 12 plus midnight. everybody came to the hospitaL... everyOne in the family.ppL came from work n NS... althOu the dOc says he's stabLe but still nO response...then.. ard 12 plus. i went to the ward again. he turned around...n saw me...his eyes lOoked normal once again. he even recognised me! his very cLose granddaughter... Oh man. that jOy is undescribabLe!!!! =) he was SLEEPING all along...jus give him tym to rest n he is betta le... but by then mY eyes were hurting like mad already....it really hurts me to see him suffering in pain.
saturday...went to visit ah gOng after gathering with mY dearest G4...told them i cannOt confirm the redang island trip yet... ah gong was in pain. dOc came to give painkiller jaB. he felt the pain of cos. n his face was sO twisted in pain. awhhh. teared. i dun wanna see him sUffer....on my way to jeanie's hse in the afternOon i teared 3 tyms. jus the tot of grandpa will cause my tears to fLow. think passengers on the bus think i m mad. =P
got my pay~* oh ok, out of point. haha...
sunday...040704
my birthday celebration...wasn't quite in the mOod la. oh. thanks my mommY!!! for cooking all the stUffs bY herseLf...=) huGs* thanks!
shall post photos when they r out...heard that ah gOng is betta day by day! =) i m really happY!!!!!!
monday. went tO hospitaL again before meeting june. pS .& jeanie.... ah gong can be discharGed!!! =) i can go for my trip at ease....dun wanna have the feeling that i can't gO. i dun want WAD to happen....really...yep like jeanie said, i will go for my trip without anything going wrong...=) I LOVE MY GRANDPA A LOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he dotes on me alot since i was a very small kid....ok my eyes are red n tearing again.
gave little something to june ps n jeanie todaY. we ate maC together...! very nice to be with them. they really help me to forget trOubLes....then i went to shOp for wallets. haha...had to gO chinatOwn OG in the end to get the pierre cardin wallet...heez. june, thanks for ur companY from jP tO chinatOwn & tO bUgis & then back hOme. haha...=) i will treasure this wallet damn mUch. it's a gift frOm my closest friends & my mOm!
spent so much today. 100 plus...=S haha...but i m happy today~* i bOught this reaLLy pretty nail art stickers at bUgis. haha...even tOld june i will kill myself if i dun get it. =P wahahaz...
Oh! sis' bOyfriend bot me a poLo tee. haha... sis also commented on the Long wallet.."it's very nice" i trust her taste aLot. so haha.. i m haPPy to hear that! =)
okie wad a suPer duPer Long entry....k bUaiz.